Amor Fati

poems from midnight to morning

“She is the black behind each thought.

The space a body relinquishes

when it walks out of a room

for the last time.”

“I catch you, because it’s a dream.

And because he is everything I am not.

Which is to say,

willing to let you go.”

“There used to be a tree line to break to.

[…]

Somewhere I could face my fear of being alone

without being watched

for what the fear made of me.”

“I persist, but something tender has slipped away:

a gentleness mortgaged for grit,

my quiet faith exhausted in the defense.”